In need of gaming

I've been finding that I'm seriously stressed lately. I try to relax but am finding my normal relaxing actives just aren't cutting it, I normal go home and play COD4 with my normal xbox live group to relax. I find that even thu I'm playing a game I'm not finding it relaxing anymore, the guys I game with are cool dudes and don't taking their gaming way to seriously, so it's not the people that are causing me to not find it relaxing. I'm finding that it's the lack of having someone sitting across a table to interact with is what causing my lack of enjoyment.

There's nothing like seeing the looking on your buddies & the BM faces, when you tell the BM that your RamPython (think big lizards alien) is going to fire his .50 Cal machine gun (I told their big) out the back window of the bread delivery truck equiv. skimmer at the police skimmer that just happens to be in traffic behind you and has no idea that your party is making a get away from the shoot out you just had with a rival companys mercs.

I'm in serious need of getting a good RPG campaign going, my buddies are always down for starting up another Battlelords of the 23rd Century campaign but it always FAILS to happen. Our schedules are just so conflicting to ever get anything going and it SUCKS!!!